I'm 43, separated and papers away from being in the "single" status after almost 19ys of bitter sweet companionship I left my cheating lying olman & never Thot this is where I would be, but shit happens~ insecurities set in~assumptions only makes an ass out of someone & the guilty party was left pointing his finger. I have 3 s boy 24who is in the navy, girl 20 at home & attends college, boy 16 who is still in high school. With life being short and too much time spend on digging up the past and ruining the moment and destroying the future with the vicious cycle of repetitive behavior we all tend to be addicted to I am so ready to move on change that and live for the moment with no regrets and have fun. Smiling shouldn't be a chore or challenge it should be a given and enjoy now which I am more than ready for but yet still a little nervous and out of practice as far as meeting/dating anybody on the internet so excuse me if I seem apprehensive at first I am not shy by any means and have no problem telling ya to get fucked if you come off too aggressive and acting like a drooling idiot nothing is more of a turn off for me so if you can't help yourself and just gotta then you gotta expect I won't be gettin back to you at all if we get that far! I tend to come across to some a little harsh & outspoken even if I am asked or not! Some call it a fault(those are the ones who's feelings I've hurt)others call it being straight up, which ever it is I don't mean to hurt feelings but that's just who I am! I have a self diagnosis of turrets syndrome and use my fowl mouth constantly and just can't shake it, but don't really care either! I don't like being told what to do so I guess I have issues with authority! I am usually running late for what ever I'm on my way to do and Getting ready to get ready isn't my intension but I do get easily side tracked and start new things/ projects without finishing the last, I'm sure there's an Rx for it but I don't care to try that! Aside from that I'm a good per, I like being outdoors camping goin to the lake BBQ, riding my quad blasting my tunes & being on the back of a bike. I don't deal well with pushy or flakey people & can't stand idiots so if you feel you fit somewhere in those categories move on now cuz it won't take long for me to figure you out!. Guess I'm just looking to meet new people, have fun doing so and see where things go from there most of you mite not get a reply I get a ton of messages and try and get to them with at least a (; for a reply mind you I easily sidetrack so blowing you off mite not be intensional! Don't act like an ass and you just mite get some! ;) I DO NOT GIVE ANYONE PERMISSION TO USE MY PROFILE, PICTURES, VIDEOS, OR LIKENESS IN ANY MANNER OR FOR ANY USE OUTSIDE MY AGREEMENT